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Notes from Underground

by John Shepherd

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1.
I’d cancel your subscriptions Delay those travel plans I’m descending on your hometown Spreading fairy dust around I’ll ravish your religion Suffocate your pain She is coming to anoint you, She'll be coming back again How can I sustain the unforgiving rain while residing, and dying, on the road you led me down? Well, I’d table your ascension To the board of good trustees I am coming to absorb you With mystical degrees How can I explain the business that pertains while I'm choking on the fumes of the road you led me down? I’d erase the call he left you He’s just a shill, a capital gain I intend to canonize you On the road you led me down I picked you up in town, in a Saab with the window down, We drove half way to the keys, when the roof caved in Now it seems like years since New Years ’99 I’ve traveled light years just to leave you far behind
2.
Faith 03:51
Can’t you see, I don’t like what’s become of me And I’ll buy that faith, if it’s guaranteed So where you been? I’m a stranger in a town of sin, But I’ll be your whipping boy, if you lose your grip So here I stand, stumbling on this shaky land And I see those angels rising, hand in hand And I'll hang your picture, if you swear to look away, and I'll read that scripture, if you shine your light away, I can't stand those promises, they take your breath away, breath away And I won't cry, I won't laugh I don't wanna die, Just send (sin) a little sign, we'll get in line What kind of plan, has a father in a godless land? Well I say my prayers, before I, before I take a stand
3.
Stowaways 04:50
And the memories fade like the figures, I’m standing on the platform, As the train goes out And the music plays forever, Lingering like a prayer, I can hear it now There’s a fire, And it’s dying in the woods without a witness And the fire, Is swallowed by the moon they might remember There’s a baby, Crying in his room without a reason Cause he’s looking At the forest through a window frosted over Cause I’ve seen them, and they don’t know Stowaways can’t hide, they’ve gone away And I know them, yeah, I’ve never seen Thinking is all I’ve got to do now There’s a ship of ghosts, With several hundred stowaways between them Under moonlight They’re lying side by side, the flame between them Have you seen them? Yeah, I don’t know Stowaways can’t ride, they’re gonna stay And I know that, yeah I don’t know Leaving is all I’ve got to do now So, I’m on my way, On and, on and, on and on they go, They remember me, as a stranger Cause I’ve seen them, and they don’t know Stowaways can’t hide, they’ve gone away And I know them, yeah, I’ve never seen Healing is all I’ve got to do now
4.
You're out of luck, out of time, It's midnight on the planet, the lights are flashing green to red as the doctor cries in vain for wounded love, it's so sad, he cannot find a heartbeat jumps into a frozen lake breaks a leg and slides away How can you break the dark from the light, How can you see the wrong in the right Where we go, baby you're in my life to crumble, How do you know? Maybe you're in my life to fall There's a girl, downtown, Her eyes locked on the telephone, but midnight comes and goes without a ring, she crawls to bed And thinks of love, it's so sad, Take my hand, we'll climb that bridge tomorrow Stowaways of past regrets, Runaways of love to shallow And in my darkest hour, Sadness takes her hand, And as I wake she follows, across the golden sand (And as I wait she follows, into the darkest land)
5.
Corners II 03:11
You know I never learned to pray, So tell me what I should or shouldn't say, Do I kneel or do I pay? Gotta find you Cause I've hid in all your corners, I'm just panicked by the light, And I'll round your bed by orders under cover of the night And I don't believe you've come and gone, Don't believe you've gone So get it over now and let the truth be told, cause I am warming to your torture as your kiss is growing cold Get it over now and let the games begin cause I am busy working overtime to borrow back my sin You know I miss the pain you bring, it's like a branding iron on my skin, I feel you deep within, gotta have you...
6.
Keeper 04:38
I heard you left today, Stole daddy’s car and a rolled up twenty from his ash tray You didn’t leave a single trace And no one braved upon your secret place No one ever will, From the valley, to the crest of the hill, But hey, I’m the keeper On a shapeless autumn day, In disguise I crept through the family archway The curtains from you windows were gone Dad was planting angels on the front lawn He cried out and raised a fist; it’s a move he can scarcely resist, But hey, I’m the keeper of your heart In the fall we got a letter in the mail, Postmarked from the county jail, They sent her clothes, a box of letter and a key, The only picture, of us three And no one ever will, From the valley, to the crest of the hill, But hey, I’m the keeper So stand a little straighter, Maybe you'll find your way, Walk a little closer, Maybe you'll learn to stay With me, forever, down here...
7.
Why deny, when you’re feeling like All your time, has been wasted In disbelief, slowly counting the Waning nights, of your dreams, have you …lost your way? Are you dreaming of Something more? Can you follow me On the road, we don’t wanna waste time… So you’re gone Why believe, when it grants you no Solace here, from this space we will Disappear, never to re-turn… So we’re gone So why should I, try to prove who I Am inside? I already know What I’m worth, but the world remains Blind… So I’m gone Home
8.
Radio Dawn 02:58
Radio, you’re crazy, I’m alive, As I choose your babies, they collide, Can you sing me to sleep now? My head hurts and I’m down, Radio, forgive me, I survived Lover, please believe me, I denied, Engineering feelings, but I lied, And if you leave me to brood, I won’t hold it against you, Lover won’t you love me, like I tried? If you stay all night, would you help me out, would you keep me up, While I count my sheep, while I watch them follow you, As I count your waves, would me ears still bleed, would my head still ache But I need you here, before I disappear Evidence you fake, Evidence you make me, Innocence you bleed, Innocence you leave me
9.
Footprints 07:20
And it rise like smoke And darkness out from underneath your bed And I know it’s coming right away And the midnight’s rolling Like a spinning wheel, you never said, You’d ever be running far away And I know that you’re coming, eyes like smoke And could I love it more And I know that your business is far away, between us now Still beside me, don’t say I know them anyway I know it’s serious, so come on back from the war Stay beside me, don’t say I love them easy, I know it’s critical, so come on back to me And of this I’m weary Blackened eyes I’ll thank you all for that I know you will it all away And her eyes like daylights, Disappear on the open road ahead Oh, our business is work that you can’t afford, in my way Still happy, don’t say I know them anyway, I’ve got some serious, so slum on back to me Still beside me, don’t say I love you really, I know it’s critical, so come on back to me Still inside me, don’t say I love them really, I know it’s anyone, so come on back to me Hey, you left your footprints everywhere Just go, you left your footprints everywhere And the smoke from your eyes that Weighed on me as tried to make it alive I don’t know why I’m going far away And the bridges are burning, That we might have crossed a year from now I don’t know when the river got so wide, between us now Criticize me; don’t say you knew them really, I know it’s anyone’s, to come on back to the war Stand beside me; don’t hear you know I’m easy I know it’s critical, swim on back to me Stand by me, say ‘I know they’re easy,’ I know it’s serious, so come on back to me Don’t say you’re about them, don’t say you love me anyway, I know it’s anyone’s, anyone’s fault by mine
10.
Stargirl 06:10
And if they tell you, you have to act yourself Don’t remind them, you think of no one else And if she tells you, she’s seeing someone else Don’t regret her, don’t try to hurt yourself, She’s eyeing me now, as if to call me over, I’m getting closer, she turns away I’m getting stood up, to my own funeral, But I’ll forgive her, she loves me anyway Someone let you down, but not me Someone broke your heart, don’t blame me I deny any involvement, Don’t distract me with your movement Keep the windows closed, it’s cold out Keep denying what you told me Who could possibly believe, what you told me? To send a signal, I wasted all my strength, It’s gone a light-year, not reached your wavelength, But I’m still searching, another distant being, Can restore the echoes, can understand me Someone let you down, but not me Someone cut your signal, across to me And the sun, let it never melt away And the boy, let him never feel the same And your lies, let them shield you from your pain, and my mind, let it rest so I can sleep...

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Notes from Underground is the second solo album - and first full-length - by alternative rock singer/songwriter John Shepherd.

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released April 7, 2014

All music and lyrics written by John Shepherd.
Performed, mixed, and mastered by John Shepherd.

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John Shepherd is a singer/songwriter from Los Angeles, CA. He now lives on the east coast, writing, recording, and performing solo material and contributing to multiple alt-rock outfits.

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